Just Start

I cannot believe in all the years that I have had this website that I've never written a blog. Being that I am aware of my current challenges as an artist, I'm led to assume it for the same reasons. The more and more that time goes by, I'm finding that I spend more time "preparing" and "waiting" for the right moments than I spend actually doing. That's got to change.

When I think back to how much time I have wasted on waiting for the right moment, the more I see how many moments of growth I have robbed myself of. Why do we think that there is going to be any perfect moment to accomplish the things want in life? Why do we believe that the end goal looks like something in particular? Why is human nature to never be satisfied for what is right in front of us? I'm sure you can relate to that feeling of always chasing after the next best thing. Well, I'm here to say I'm done with that!

Today I am making a conscious decision to work with what I got. No more spending hours researching the best electronics or editing software before I can start something. I'm done

feeling like what I have is not good enough. It is good enough for right now. Take this blog for instance. I'm sure I haven't written one because I was waiting for me to have advanced writing skills. How absurd! The thought that a space that is for me has been governed by the opinions of others through my own admission. No more.

Today marks the beginning of a new season that is unknown. One thing I will know however is that I am no longer standing in my way. So, cheers to the first day, the first moment, hell, the first blog. I say all that to say this, whatever you want to do...just start.